When I was a kid, my pal (Billie Raydon) killed my goldfish by pouring his milkshake into the fishbowl. I can personally attest to the truth that “Raydon kills” and, perhaps, he has since matured into a serial killer and indeed did cap a poor guy in Colorado.
James, I am so glad for you that you where able to share this unfortunate event with someone else after such a long time. I truly hope it eased your inner burden and that the important healing process can begin.